I still don't have ajob because I'm a loser and haven't been looking hard enough.

I have, however, been spending much time with this guy I named Kurt. He is from Fort Wayne. We met like a month or something ago. He is a fake cowboy. Like. He. Whatever. He's fake. Like, he wears these hats and stuff, right? Like, cowboy hats. and boots. and jeans. and everything. But, he hadn't ridden a horse in 10 years. I mean, c'mon, pal. Get real here. Anyway. Um. Aside from the fact that he is a big joke, I think he's really cool.

He likes to eat my food, so he wins 10 bonus points.

UMMMM... So, I showed a horse the other week? That was cool. Havent done that in a while.

Bob is grunting a lot right now. He is getting fat. I need to clean his cage.

I, by choice, ordered Papa John's pizza as opposed to Hungry Howie's the other night.

I am really hungry right now and I am going to go eat because of that.

I like Kurt, by the way.

ummmm i got in an accident. was stuck in toledo. got fired the next day because i got in an accident and was stuck in toledo and couldnt make it to work. looking for a job. have a really great interview on monday. i reeeeeally hope i get this job. it's like asst office manager at a construction house buildy place. awesome. its in angola. its a very nice place. theres a lot of hot guys who were there when i went in. i bet a lot lot of hot guys go in and out of there all day. house buildy guys? heck yeah.

so im still dating ryan. haha. um, i dont know for how much longer. he might be moving to somewhere that starts with a C in ohio. cleveland? cinci? who knows. and he never has any time and i dont like driving to toledo all the time. i get in accidents.

haha.

so anyway im going to sit here and figure out something to do with my night. oh, yeah. im supposed to go bowling with kim and stuff. but i dont feel like driving there. aww, shoot. haha.

Hello... anyone reading.

Bob is doing very well. He is eating right through his house, though. I'll have to get him a new one.

I just got back from the doctor's office this afternoon. They informed me that I have strep throat. I went to get my prescription filled, and a half hour later, they handed me some horse pills. I said those just would not do, so I waited once again while they made the same kind of meds for me in a liquid form. Everyone knows I can't swallow big pills, dangit! I've already taken one dose, my next will be at midnight. It tastes real bad, so I have to do it like a shot.

The rest of my life, it seems, I will be sitting cooped up alone in my house with a book or something. It's freakin terrible and I want to SCREAM. I want some more jell-o, too.

So, I've been dating this guy named Ryan from Toledo. He's really quite cute. I like him.

Anyway... I guess I'm going to go sit somewhere and stare at a tv. Or sit somewhere else and read a book. Maybe I'll lay somewhere and read a book. Oh, the choices.

So yesterday... Kelli and I went out to like go play some pool. And then we were like tanning, and started talking about animals. I decided I wanted to get an animal, since I didn't have one, since my mom got rid of Pixie. So, um, we went to go find a chinchilla. There wasn't one in Angola but we heard of one in Coldwater. On the way to Coldwater, we were trying to think of names. I decided on Quesadilla The Chinchilla. I call him Bob for short. He is the cutest little guy in the whole wide world. I want to hug him and squeeze him and pet him and oh wait I don't want to squeeze him because they're very fragile and I could kill him. Poor little guy.

That's all I really wanted to say. Oh, that and I saw a house that kindof looked like a castle today. Oh, yeah, and speaking of castles, I found out more stuff I wanted to do at my wedding! It's like totally perfect now. Now I should go get married. Heh. ...... Now I should go find someone to marry. Someone who will deal with me, in other words. haha.

I guess I'm going to go do my laundry and sit around and wait for a phone call now....

Sometimes I wonder how I can be so attractive, yet my life is so boring. 

I'm joking. I make it this way. It's kinda nice. Plus, everyone around here is a LOSER. Peace niggers.

I have done so much shopping lately its almost sick.

I'm going to do some more tonight. Well, in like 3 hours, I guess. I'm waiting for my sister to get out of work so we can go to Toledo. Express is selling their editor pants for like freakin 35 bucks and it's of course the semi annual sale at victorias secret!

I have a real bad headache. CHICKEN FUCKER.

I was playing pool the other night at the bar... and, I was doing like awesome. Well, whatever I guess. I really want a pool table so I can actually get awesome. There's this place in Fremont that has a crap ton of pool tables and I went there the other day to play. I think I'll do so more often, until I get my own, you know?

My new years eve was pretty cool. I was at this one bar in Toledo when it was new year time, and like... There was like a lot lot of people there. And, like I was dancing in the front of the dance floor.. and the guy who was singing lead talked into his mic about me and my sister and said if we danced the next slow some he was playing for us with this one guy (cutie, big time) he would buy us a porsche. so, whatever. i mean, all eyes on us, of course we did.  from then on.... all eyes on us. I mean, I took it to extremes like.. I was throwing my arm around the guys who were singing on stage and I was singing right along with them. One of them even moved completely out of the way so I could just have his mic all to myself    I guess it doesn't sound too like intense typed out here.... but it was. It was like   those movies you watch when the singers are blinded by those bright lights... and theyre like all nervous because all of the people were staring at them.  It was like that, like I was blind. But I was glad everyone was staring at me because I looked really cute.

ummmmm um um um....  damnit..  i onyl started typing like 4 minutes ago. I was hoping if i typed a lot of jibberish that the time would go by really quickly and I could like go to the mall sooner. However, this is not the case and I am still sitting here in my hot pink pj's.

DO YOU SEE ME EATING MICE?